Tired
Seriously, I am tired with everything happening around me, I have a dad who doesn’t care about his own health and expects other to follow his instructions in doing things that doesn’t do him any good like drugs presricptions. I guess he is spoilt, by his friends and all, despite what have been told by the pharmacist, he insist that the pain killer will cause no harm.
Then, I had to act like I am strong and needs no support from the family, as mom is also enduring the same process as I am, I cant really add more burden to her problems, which explains all the things I had to do despite being the only child. Honestly, I envy friends who got spoilt by their parents to the max eventhough their parents have more than just one kid to worry about.
As I am writing this post, I was half a step away from hell, the place where i belong, remember the dengue that I had some time ago? I was at a critical stage and if there’s any cuts or bruises, I can kiss life away due to bleeding. WIsh I was dead back then eh? Oh, and I was hit by a truck at the age of nine too, sue me for coming back.
As such, I am not gonna be bothered with all the shits and make people happy, I should be making myself happy instead of others. Too tired of things that makes people happy, its none of my fucking business anyway. Btw, its my fucking fault, I dont fucking care anymore, and I am fucking childish, I have fucking split personalities too. I am a psycho.
