What is love?
I am not so sure about the rest of the world but I find it hard to define Love as in what the word represents. Everything around us as in movies, novels, and even real life scenarios portray love as something which is hard to get, most people would end up being heart broken. And the outcome of love is usually marriage if the love process is successful, and in most marriage, the reason of it lasting so long is the responsibility which is usually the children. just look at the divorce cases lately, I bet that lawyers who handle such cases are driving Mercedes and BMWs.
Reason of me posting this is that sometimes I find myself being cold blooded or emotionless towards such feelings most of the time except for a few very special cases. Despite having felt that I fell in love, I felt that something is lacking some where and I do not know what is that actually. Seeing how lovey dovey my friends could be, it made me wonder that if love that powerful? but some other friends are actually not having those lovey dovey thingy but rather logical relationship, so is that called love? Besides that, some were actually having disasturous relationship but still they do not regret being in them. It amazes me of the amount of definition that love has.
When people step into life, there are some process and one of them is called love but some sorta treated it like a game or so. A friend broke off recently and suddenly got with another individual in like a blink of eye, I do not know if that is what they called love. I mean that if it was meant for a good soul sharing moment, wouldn’t you want it to last? Another friend who broke off recently, lamented that his girl does not like his hobby, but his hobby is actually very healthy and she does not seems to like it. If love is that powerful, then people in love should accept each other for who they are isn’t it?
I think I am a person who is in need of a lot of freedom regardless of whether in a relationship or not, I need a lot of space for myself and I like to do things in my own discreet which I think is not very healthy in a relationship. I am not sure if I am too rational or something, I just cant seems to find that moment or feeling that will lift me up in the sky and put me on cloud nine. Things have been rather complicated with people around me regardless of in the campus or off the campus. I have different groups of friends who have different kind of culture, being part of them makes me confused of what I want to do and what do I have in mind.
This came up out of no where after a session where I saw a friend suffered so much about his relationship but I do not know of any way to make him happy not that I do not care but I believe that the reason of him asking us out is to let us know that he will be fine and he needs our support at that moment. not being cold blooded or what but i felt that he could do well on his own all we can do is to support his every decision. At times I felt helpless on issues alike but I usually kept it for myself except for once where I actually asked TEH BITCH on what should I do just because I really liked that person very much, I do not know how much do I like her but I am pretty sure that I like her.
Complication is the trend now I guess, the more complicated it is, the better it is.
I guess I will be writing about reincarnation next, don’t ask me why, I don’t know what got into me lately.
Cheers
