I wanna be a beach bum
It has been nearly a year since my last island trip which is the one with Vjean, Bryant Tong, and etc. The trip was fun and I miss the white sandy beach and the clear blue ocean. It seems like I need to go on an island trip at least once a year just to make myself darker. I find it hard to get tanned ad even if I do get tanned, it last no longer than a week.
A failed Bali trip was caused by the notorious A aka H1N1, not that I fear death but it was actually the location. If I want to die, I want to die at my home! hahaha Atleast I dont have to fly all the way there just to experience death.
Shall not talk about fail trips, I wish to go to Langkawi this year as there are pratically no more nice looking corals because when I was there 8 years ago, the corals are gray in colour which means they are dead. Just because there are no living and nice looking corals, I will get to have my dream tanning session with Heinekens in the coconut with an orange toothpick umbrella in it! This is what I call paradise!
*Dreams Absolute, Smirnoff, Bombay Sapphire, Heineken, Kilkenny, Tiger…….*
I rather die of overdose of Alcohol rather than H1N1, I beliebe Michelle will support me on this!
Tring a ling a ling
This post has got nothing to do with the title.
It has been awhile since I came here to write anything, it has been a rollercoaster ride since the end of finals. I went on a road trip on my own down south to Johor then to Singapore. The trip down south was awesome, imagine getting to walk around without anyone to scream at your ears just because they think that they are superior or some sort. The feeling is great, I had the best time there and even stayed out for nearly 24 hours and walking around Singapore.
Met a few friends over there and it was enlightening as some of them are really inspiring. But I like travelling alone, as in I get to enjoy ultimate freedom and head to wherever I like without having people to scream around like some underage kid and telling people that they are tall, ****, and handsome.
I regret that I am unable to head over to Bali as the graduation trip as Mom is concerned as the H1N1 case were not so under control back then and I rather not take the risk and have her nagging at me for the entire month or something.
Anyway, just a short update.
An eye opener
An improptu gathering I had with my primary schoolmates opened up my view towards life, it all happened when we started talking about what we did like 10 years ago. All of a sudden, memories gushing throught every single brain cells and I live 10 years old once again.
I compared things I thought of back then and compared it to now, I realized that I need to think differently now. To see things differently and to come out from my shell and forget what that happened. It seems like I have been living in my past all these years under the shadow of those who used to protect me during those days. Big portion of the credits will have to go to Ting Sen and Su Ee, they are the ones who are always there for me when I got bullied.
Looking back now, I feel like I need to be independent already, and I also realized my feelings for her had somehow subsided as I believe it to be. She became somewhat significant to me as things I do after the incident is an effort to forget but it ended up as a painful experience.
I grew up, in a blink of eye
Education, education, and education
Now that I finished my studies, I am beginning to think that what is it all about. For instance, some of the subjects learned in Form6 and Form1 to Form5, it seems like they are all bullshits. I am not using it today and not likely that I will use it unless I am teaching my kids. The accounts subject in Form4,5 and 6 is outdated by 20 to 30 years I think, nobody uses that format anymore other than the education ministry.
I think education serves as a purpose to limit our thinking capacity and make you follow rules set by some people up there. Why limit us when we need the galaxy to be the limits?
