Lighthouse needed

February 8, 2009 at 4:09 pm (Inspiration)

I woke up at 9am to attend a overview of an workshop this morning, its by 95% Advertising Academy and they really know what they are doing, spent like 2 hours on listening, discussing and self discovery but the 3 months course cost RM5.500 and it actually inspired me on stuff that I’ve overlooked in the past. Also got to have a little talk with Bee Nee, who is the Winner for Best of the Best Student Award at “Change the game” Kancils Award 2008 and she said that her experience in 95% is pleasant and very interesting compared to what she heard from people who are doing it at local institutes. Looking forward to the course but money factor comes in.

Received a sms from someone on something that I have been dragging on for weeks, reason being that I am lost of what I really want or something like that, mainly confused and there’s this thing called fear lurking within me causing anxiety.

Glad to have very encouraging friends but it made me see more of my flaws and seeing myself as unworthy of what that could happen.

Basically, lost and dont know what to do.